#highschool

/Tuve mi temporada de ver mucho anime, ahora solo veo uno que otro cuando tengo mi día libre. Sin más dejaré los que llegué a ver por ahí en mis 2012 al 2014, y agregaré algunos actuales que me encantaron: Tokyo ghoul, Akame ga kill, Beastars, Elfen lied, Code geass, Kimi ni todoke, Toradora, Fate series, Sukitte Ii na yo, Mahou tsukai no yome, Tokyo revengers, Masamune-kun no revenger, Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun, Ao haru ride, Kaichou wa maid-sama!, Shigatsu wa kimi no uso, Noragami, My dress-up darling, To love-Ru, Highschool of the dead, Rurouni Kenshin, One punch-man, Vampire knight, No game no life, Mirai Nikki, Jujutsu kaisen, Owari no seraph, Ao no exorcist, Yofukashi no uta, Hori-san to Miyamura-kun, Deadman wonderland, Fire force, Kimetsu no yaiba, Spy × Family, Fullmetal alchemist, Magi: The labyrinth of magic, Kuroshitsuji, Inu x Boku SS, Inuyasha, Yu Yu Hakusho, Los caballeros del zodiac, Shaman king, Kamisama Hajimemashita, Gugure! Kokkuri-san, Tasogare Otome × Amnesia, Sankarea, Durarara!!, Komi-san wa, komyushō desu.

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No sé si ya lo sabías, creo que sí, pero casi no termino la preparatoria (preuniversidad). Técnicamente, la abandoné. Así es, soy un "highschool dropout".

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Odiaba la escuela. Por mi experiencia en secundaria, de la cual hablé hace poco, salí furioso con el mundo, indispuesto a escuchar a nadie; quería ser libre y hacer lo que me viniera en gana. En primer año de preparatoria pasé de milagro, debiendo 3 materias; en segundo, suspendí 8 de 11; recursé todo el segundo año; en el recurse me fui al carajø, suspendí todo. Abandoné la prepa.

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Mi plan era ponerme a laburar en un hotel como mi viejo; pero era un pęndęjo de 18 años, y obviamente nadie me contrataría. Cuando me vi a mí mismo sin estudios, sin laburo y sin un plan, me asusté. Tuve una visión del futuro, como obrero, ganando el mínimo, sufriendo por llegar a fin de mes, explotado, humillado, sin poder pagarme un lujo, por mínimo que fuera... Me asusté muchísimo y entré en razón. Estaba siendo un idiøta y al único que jødía con mi actitud rebelde era a mí mismo.

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Busqué la forma de terminar la preparatoria y ese mismo año apliqué para el IPN. Jamás volví a ser irresponsable, me puse metas y me enfoqué en ellas.

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La gente que me conoció en esa época, no habría creído que hoy estoy donde estoy. De hecho, hubo una vez que iba camino a la universidad y me encontré a dos maestras de secundaria a las que particularmente saqué de quicio cuando fui su alumno. Les conté que estaba estudiando en el IPN y se sorprendieron mucho, pero también se alegraron por ver que había recapacitado y me enderecé.

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Acá una foto de esas épocas turbias (aunque con buenos recuerdos también). ¿Podés adivinar quién soy? Pista: no soy el arquero xDD

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Because I saw myself becoming the stereotypical parisian. I was stressed, angry, overworked, insomniac, and a social alcoholic. One day i was walking down the stairs in a busy metro station and a guy (suit, tie,€50 haircut) growled at me because i was in his way. Not grumbled, growled. Like a dog. I decided i didn't want to become this man. A month later i was packing up.
I'm currently living in Paris, renting a pretty huge apartment in the 15eme with 2 roommates, but I'll be moving soon into a new apartment I bought myself in banlieue. If given the opportunity I'd have preferred staying in Paris but it's way too expensive to buy anything here (like 10k€/sqm...).
I was born in the suburbs of Paris, childhood was cool but once you reach puberty and go to high-school, you'll start to see that you have a lot of stuff that you can do (bars, activities,...) you also have to deal with the reality that you'll most likely won't be able to live close to your work, and that means a mean travel time of 1h morning and then 1h evening, meaning you'll end up doing little of your free time if you account for doing groceries and food (which felt important to me, I wanted to avoid takeout and stuff like that as much as possible)

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That plus the fact that the comute is pretty much lost time, I wasn't doing anything useful in the train or by driving the car, and couldn't go to work by bike which would have alleviated some of the downsides cause at least I would be getting some activity.
I've spent my entire life moving among different rural suburban areas. I was born in Acton, CA, moved to Flagstaff, AZ, had spent a couple years in rural Ohio, and currently live in a town about an hour outside of Pittsburgh, PA. I've never spent longer than a couple hotel nights in a major city despite visiting many as a kid. Now that I'm less than a year away from graduating college, I'd really like some honest insight.

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Because the truth is I'm completely tired of driving 25 minutes to reach a restaurant, store, or anything more exciting than a gas station. I'm also tired of run-away, aggressive pets, hostile people, ignorance, bug infestations, and the overall subtle hostility that living out here is. For almost half a decade now I've been nurturing this idea of living in an apartment somewhere deep inside a city. To be able to walk anywhere in a two two mile radius and find things, even if not necessarily everything, I'd want, and to have the ability to train ride to the locations farther away. All the while being surrounded by the pinnacle of human civilization; it honestly sounds like a dream.
So to me moving out of the parisian ambiance was a goal that I don't regret achieving one bit, but this is mostly true to my needs and I can see why some people would want to live there, it was just not for me.

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Not diagnosed but I have problems sleeping since I was 17.

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Back when I was in form 5, my physics teacher would give us homeworks everyday even for weekends. And everyday, you must submit the homeworks before 6:45 AM at school, kalau gagal hantar, rotan 2 kali.

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The homeworks are not easy and i have to handwrite 3-4 pages of "daily homework" and 3-4 pages of exercises (it's two different things idk how to explain it). Lab reports not included. This is just for physics btw, homework subject lain lagi banyak :)

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Even form 6 pun homework tidak la banyak mcm form 5 dulu 😭

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So anw, I developed a habit of not sleeping. Sebab everyday paling awal, tidur 3 pagi.

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Lepas habis highschool, i still can't sleep well if I don't use ASMR or I don't tire myself. For a year memang my sleeping schedule sangat tak teratur. Pernah nosebleed a few times. Kalau tidur awal pun memang akan bangun at 3 AM. Maybe my brain masih terbiasa utk buat daily homework 😂

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I was like that for a year but I got better. Sekarang okay sikit bc i didn't wake up at 3 AM. But i still hv problems sleeping early.

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Reading helps. Pilih buku yang boring, buku business ka lol. If that doesn't work, do a light workout.

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I'm complex as hell. No one ever sees the full me because of that. My family sees one piece. People I work with see a totally different piece. People I like/friends see something else. And you people on Reddit see mostly a different piece from everyone else. When people from any of these four elements see me in one of the other elements, they get really confused. Some people think I'm intimidating as hell while other people think the idea that I'm intimidating is completely laughable. I'm old, but I look significantly younger than I am, i.e. at least a decade younger. So, I get a lot of amusement from people because of all of these things. I like dark blue and black and wear those colors almost all the time. I actually love sports, but I treat it like an academic subject. I'm into politics, psychology, reading, research, learning, social issues, pretty much all kinds of music (no "I have eclectic taste" followed by "I hate pop music," though, admittedly, I'm less familiar with modern music--but I just like anything that sounds good to me), old sitcoms. I like philosophical discussions. Great career, but always thinking about what the next step is and positioning for it. "Forever alone"--too weird and different to find someone who is compatible with me and actually wants me. Not "girly." Very calculating and always staying a step ahead of others. Usually have a plan B or a contingency plan. Very unemotional on the outside, more emotional and romantic on the inside. I'm on my early 20s. Very introverted. I find it hard to connect with people. I am picky with my relationships (platonic and romantic). Quite elitistic and arrogant. Loves fine art and the violin. Adores dogs. Pragmatic. Loves money money money! 🤑
I am kind of motivated but unmotivated most of the time. I am a highschool student and I used to go to a boarding school. It taught me a lot about people. And I dream of becoming an engineer and make stuff. I made friends when I used to attend the school, but only talk to one after leaving the school. And I don't really have a person to talk to a lot, but that dosent mean I am alone, have family and friends (2), but just lonely. Closest thing to a friend I have is a random french girl I found on omegle. I rarely talk, to a fistfull of people. I am just shy. Oh and the compliment I get the most by few people I talk to is "weird in an interesting way"
I am also interested in philosophy and psychology, especially applying it to my personal life or analysing the behaviour of others around me. I have grown more confident over time but I still feel very awkward or out of place. I am a very reserved person but I enjoy talking with my friends about meaningful topics. I usually mind my own business but I enjoy giving insightful advice to my friends because I know it will be useful for them. I have two cats. I like iced coffee. I am a good leader.

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Ufff. Das ist eine Menge, die ich schon geschaut habe.
Mirai Nikki, Elfenlied ,Alle Higurashi no naku koro ni Teile, Corpse Party, Violet Evergarden Parasyte = kiseijuu: sei no kakuritsu, diabolik Lovers, Zetsuen no Tempest, Kagegurui, Date a live, Noragami, Naruto, Yo-Gi-Oh, Sailor Moon, Sao alle Teile, Attack on Titan, Free, Assassination Classrom, Shiki, Amnesia, Another, C3, Death Parade, Divergence eve, Kuroko no Basket, Mekakucity Actors, Ookamikakushi, Shinreigari: Ghost Hound, Blood C, Blood +, Danganronpa, Monster Mädchen, Your Name, Prinzessin Mononoke, Mein Nachbar Totoro, Das wandelnde Schloss, Ajin, B the beginning, demon slayer, Angels of Death, Castelvania, Akame ga Kill, Highschool of the dead, Deadman Wonderland, Tokio Ghoul, Death Note, Ghost Hunt, Hellsing, A silent voice, Chihiros Reise ins Zauberland, Das Schloss im Himmel.....
Und mehr fällt mir nicht mehr ein, habe aber bestimmt paar vergessen. Und es kommen ja noch mehrere hinzu. Es gibt noch so viele, die ich schauen will.

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25 until now, soon 29. Why? I am an established, independent man, university is behind me, with a hot girlfriend, great career, financially well off, great work life balance. Enjoying life's fruits, travel a lot, meet friends, have hobbies. Am also the strongest and fittest I have ever been. It's like, I wish it would remain like this forever.
I'm 36 now and without a doubt happy and mostly content with the wife and kids. I don't mean to sound like I'm having an early mid life crisis or any regrets because I wouldn't trade my life for anyone else's. Just remembering back, I was too busy having fun to realize how much fun I was having. For me, everything up to 18 kinda sucked because I was not happy at home. I was awkward at school, confrontational, and was on edge 24/7. but university was great for me (17-21) Sure I was broke, but so was everyone else. I grew into myself, became a more confident, positive person, and made friends with people that I actually liked and not just random people from my hometown that I tolerated.
Not any age, but at my happiest when I was truly loved. I think it was only three times in my 50 years. The first was my true love from HS, the third my 1st wife, mother of my kids. My 2rd love loved me, but I didn't love her back. Still enjoyed that feeling. I was respectful and ended it, so she could find happiness with someone who truly loved her.
Probably back when I was 5-8 years old. I was baby sat by some pretty mean people when I was young so when I was able to take care of myself it was better. Then around when I was 8 my parents went through a rocky time in their marriage which lasted through highschool which really made me hate being home because I was afraid of hearing them screaming at each other. Then I went to college and lived on a banquet meal a day and didn't do much there. Took me forever to get a bachelors degree. Now I'm just living off rice, eggs, and bacon trying to get a job in my degree field.

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I remember walking a mile to the store to buy a sobe drink at $0.99 a bottle. Good times. Also buying a 3 pack of cheap pizza for $3 and eating ramen noodles cooked or just dry with the packet sprinkled over the noodles. I was really close with my cousins during that time and we would play in the woods all day and just chill. Coming back from Afghanistan after 13 months. I haven’t felt so light and heavy at the same time. Feeling light because I’m finally done for a bit… and heavier when you think about what you just came back from lol.
I went from a very confident, social, independent person to someone completely different. I wound up in an extremely emotionally abusive relationship that really, really did a number on me and I fell into such a deep depression and had PTSD to the point that I had to stop working. I became a shell of myself.

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Hmm ito unang pumasok sa isip ko hahaha. Since matagal naman na, I’ll share it. This is a typical nerd love story 🤣 Highschool student kami nun and yung school namin co-institutional meaning magkahiwalay yung classroom ng boys sa girls. Naging co-educational lang nung nagka SHS. That would only mean na hindi ako sanay na may lalaki sa classroom simula Grade 1 hanggang Grade 10. Ayun na nga SHS happened, may classmate na akong mga lalaki. Sa classroom, I’m the nerd and shy type. Yung ginagamit yung free time either para mag-aral for quiz or matulog since puyat kakagawa schoolworks. May time na natulog ako while waiting for the next subject. Nakapikit lang ako pero alam ko nangyayari sa paligid ko ganun haha. Nagkataon na yung upuan ko malapit sa aircon, eh wala akong dalang jacket nun kasi hassle para sakin. Later on, naramdaman ko na lang na may naglagay ng jacket sa likod ko. Sabay sabi “Nilalamig ata si Ella.” Tapos yung mga kaklase ko naririnig ko “Ang sweet naman ni…” Sa sobrang hiya ko at dahil hindi nga ako sanay makipag-usap sa guys, nagkunwari pa rin akong tulog 🤣 Hindi ko alam ano gagawin eh hahaha ayun after how many days nalaman ko na lang na may gusto pala siya sakin and he courted me for more than 2 years. Sweetest thing siya for me kahit na maliit na bagay lang kasi I appreciate even the small act of kindness lalo na yung pure at hindi sa simula lang. Ayun lang the end hahaha

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