#peace

🎨 Finally finishing my Horseman painting! (I just need to do some minuscule touch ups and photograph it again, but it’s 95+ percent done!

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☕️ Being offered a promotion and being handpicked by the area manager at work

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🌿 Working at the RHS Shows - both Chelsea and Hampton Court - they were both really lovely for different reasons, and there’s such good energy at the shows!

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🎄 Running a Christmas show by myself for three days, which was pretty unusual as the majority traders had numerous folk on hand! It showed to me at least, that I’m good at working under pressure in a really busy environment! Aside from that, it was quite electric and upbeat in terms of atmosphere, and it was lovely to see some familiar faces and meet new people!

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🐾 Codes will always be such a colossal loss as he was my best friend and it brings me peace to continue talking about him at home, but I’m also very grateful for gaining Woody this year. He’s a very mischievous but loving pup, and he’s incredibly sweet!

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⛸️ ice skating with my pals from work was a riot; it was a really good team building exercise! I was happy to make a fool of myself to make the others laugh (not that I tried hard at all, since I can’t skate to save my life 😆).

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💗 I’ve been slowly curating a gift box full of various trinkets and items (and other things that are a surprise!) for @nurbzee and whilst I’m incredibly sorry she’s had to wait so long, I truly hope it’ll be worth the wait! I just need to write my letter and wait for the mail strikes to end, and I’ll be sending it asap! Trekking around London finding items that I think she’ll (hopefully) like has been such a joy ✨

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🙏🏻 It’s not necessarily a happy moment, but this past year I’ve really dedicated to healing and self development, and I finally feel that I’m so close to achieving my goal, of processing a lot of heaviness from my past. I know healing isn’t linear, but I’m also tonnes better compared to this time last year! It’s been unpleasant, painful and gruelling with the pain physically manifesting in my body, but finally having that inner peace will be such a blessing.

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🌊 Last but not least, my family holiday to Devon. It was a much needed respite and we truly lucked out with the weather. Being by the sea is so good for the soul, and I wish I lived closer to there tbh! 🐚

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⠀⠀He cursed the moment he had to smash an umbrella in one of the street fights. It would have been of great help in this tedious climate, and as a consequence, Majima ended up sheltering under a new roof that barely discovered with a few glances. This strange bar that had never heard a word of it. The combination of decorations were too... gothic for his taste.

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⠀⠀( ᵂʰᵃᵗ ⁱˢ ᵗʰⁱˢ? ᴰʳᵃᶜᵘˡᵃ'ˢ ˡᵃⁱʳ? ) ⠀he thought to himself, standing a little apart from the rest. He wanted to smoke a cigarette without disturbing the peace of the customers since he had noticed them with uncomfortable faces, for some reason. He didn't want to be part of it.

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Perhaps would give one of the drinks on offer a try. After all, the rain didn't seem to stop anytime soon.

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• Weird, but f*cking beautiful flying in a dream stars by the pocketful you wanting me tonight feels impossible but it's coming down.• I been dancin' all night, and you can try to change my mind. • Baby love, I think I've been a little too kind didn't notice you walking all over my peace of mind. • Once upon a time, the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned you and I ended up in the same room at the same time. • It only hurts this much right now was what I was thinking the whole time breathe in, breathe through, breathe deep, breathe out I'll be getting over you my whole life. • It only feels this raw right now lost in the labyrinth of my mind break up, break free, break through, break down you would break your back to make me break a smile. • I guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted, just what we wanted and he never thinks of me. • And I wake with your memory over me that's a real f*cking legacy to leave. • Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby and I'm a monster on the hill. • I wake up screaming from dreaming one day I'll watch as you're leaving 'cause you got tired of my scheming (for the last time). • Good girl, sad boy, big city, wrong choices. • You did some bad things, but I'm the worst of them sometimes I wonder which one will be your last lie they say looks can kill, and I might try. Por el momento dejaré estas, so...

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Domanda interessante ma spiazzante. Mi ha messo in difficoltà.
Come quando mi chiesero di definire il mio ipotetico alter ego.
Non perché faccia fatica a parlarne o per finto buonismo stile peace and love - dato che tra scontri, torti e malanni, materiale ce ne sarebbe pure - ma perché, così come non riuscivo a immaginare un mio alias, similmente non mi viene in mente qualcuno o qualcosa a cui possa assegnare propriamente la qualifica di acerrimo nemico. Se alle parole vogliamo dare il loro reale significato, ovviamente.
Però, immaginando che un giorno possa esistere e che come tu la definisci, tra le nemesi sia la più grande, suppongo che affrontarla equivarrebbe a uno scontro secco, un'eliminazione diretta da cui solo uno uscirebbe vincitore e niente quindi dovrebbe essere lasciato al caso o improvvisato.
Penso che sceglierei un luogo aperto, isolato e sgombro da ostacoli. Lontano da nuclei abitati, perché essendo una questione tra Nemesi e me, non sarebbe giusto che altri ci andassero di mezzo o subissero danni.
Su un tipo di terreno non troppo aspro, non troppo duro ma nemmeno totalmente fermo, tipo arena diciamo.
E umido, sia per il grip che per gli occhi; comunque vicino all'acqua o a un liquido misto o vischioso. Immagino questa singolar tenzone più che un duello con pistola, una lotta ad armi bianche o a mani nude, con un contatto fisico ravvicinatissimo e quel fluido appunto, che infrapponendosi nelle prese facesse da conduttore per le energie che inevitabilmente un tale pathos libererebbe. Scintille ovunque insomma: i danni del taser, ma anche quel tocco scenico che l'occasione merita 😅.
Quanto all'orario, non si svolgerebbe sicuramente all'alba, perché la mia efficienza migliora verso sera, ma nemmeno a ridosso del crepuscolo per la visibilità, prioritaria non solo per sferrare i colpi con precisione ma anche per percepire ogni singola vibrazione del nemico e anticiparne le mosse anche a livello di sensazioni.
E qui mi fermo ché ho finito i caratteri

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"It's time to let go" by Alex

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Have you ever lost someone you love? Someone whom you would do anything for, even if it meant sacrificing your own life to save their life? And yet, when they leave us, we feel empty... a void... and a deep sense of loss, as if our own internal flame has been extinguished. We may even sense that we have lost our way, and our will to live.

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And as time passes, we wonder where they are, and if they are ok. We spend countless hours reminiscing, reflecting and recalling all the good times that we shared together. And we wonder what our loved one is thinking. We pray that they are ok and free from pain. We ask: "are they resting in peace?" Mostly, we just want to reach out and hug them and tell them how much we love them and what they mean to us. Then we make them a solemn promise, that we will never forget them for as long as we live.

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Each day, as the sun rises and the sun sets, we try to walk in their shoes as we imagine what their final thoughts might have been. And that is when this haunting refrain echoes within our mind, as we hear their voice cry out: "Do you still love me? If you say yes, then I have a favor to ask of you: please move on and live your life as you would have wanted me to do if our realities were reversed. Yes you can still think about me and remember all of our special memories, but memories fade away and you have but one life to live. So my love, promise me that you will live every moment as though it was your last. Live, love and let me go for I do not want the cold running through my veins to steal your warmth or take your breath way. For you still have a life to live and a loving heart to share. I bid you farewell my love, until we meet again in the bye and bye. It's time to let go."

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