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A kitten walking towards me with no face because it was all broken and bashed off then at the end of the dream it was a guy bashing the cats face and he was laughing and there was background laughter. Almost a week later we finally found mine and my cousins missing 6 months old cat, no face left, just the back of his skull and a few teeth bashed into the back of it, no lower jaw or ears, no tail but also no open wound on tail or signs of bleeding and signs to suggest the tail was cauterized, every bone in his body broken but legs not broken. Covered in dirt like he had been previously buried before oddly turning up in the area he was reported missing from but no puncture or scratch wounds to suggest he has been dug up and dragged by an animal like police suggested and also no parts of him or his blood on the path or road like there would be if he had been dragged by an animal or hit by a car. His body had started decaying but the place he showed up, I was there looking for him the night before the morning his body showed up and his already several days gone body was not there.. someone killed him then tried to make us stop looking by dumping his previously buried body on a path at the edge of a road and that still outrages me and always will

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I think it has a lot to do with the times changing and people thinking that it’s ok to leave their partner out of boredom or lust for someone else and it most likely also has something to do with people forgetting about their morals or not having strong morals in the first place. A misinterpretation of religion could also make one choose to cheat, especially when someone thinks that it’s ok to cheat as long as they repent right afterwards. Some might also think that cheating isn’t a big betrayal when in reality, it is very much a betrayal and disrespect as well as disregard for ones partner and their feelings. Having a long history of one night stands and/or being in a friends with benefits situation might make one more prone to continue their habits of being with others even when/if they have a long term partner in the future.

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Ich habe gestern Theas Profil aktualisiert (wurde Zeit!) und u.a. ihre Playlist eingefügt 🥰🥳. Falls euch interessiert, welche Zeilen mich bei den Liedern jeweils besonders angesprochen haben, hier der Link: https://www.pinterest.de/CookieInSpace/ffde-thea-fonsatti-geary/playlist/.
Statt eines einzelnen Charaktersongs, gibt’s Gedanken zum allerersten Song, der damals im Januar die Playlist gestartet hat.

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Ich hatte schon eine ganze Weile vor, Thea zu einer guten Autofahrerin zu machen und dann habe ich eines Tages Céline Dion mit “I Drove All Night” von 2003 gehört und es hat ‘Klick’ gemacht. → Dennoch ein sonderbarer Aufhänger: Zum einen gehört der Song ins Genre Dance-Pop, was auf der Playlist sonst nicht weiter vorkommt, zum anderen weckt das Lied – laut Interpretationen der Community von oldtimemusic.com – “ein Gefühl von Sehnsucht, Leidenschaft und Entschlossenheit” und “Dions kraftvoller Gesang, gepaart mit der eindringlichen Melodie, schafft ein emotionales und eindrucksvolles Hörerlebnis”. Vor allem diese letzte Analyse schafft einen guten Übergang zum deprimierenden, schläfrigen & düsteren Vibe (so hat’s @milchbaer mal beschrieben), der sich pretty much durch die restliche Playlist zieht. Ruhige Lieder versprühen irgendwie selten fun & Sonnenschein 🤷🏻‍♀️

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For me personally, I would say that darkness makes me feel more vulnerable than light - cause when it is dark, you don't know what might be lurking around the corner or behind you – but at the same time, shouting crowds can also make me feel exposed and overwhelmed by all the noise and chaos surrounding me. As for loneliness versus social situations - both can trigger feelings of vulnerability in different ways. When Iam alone at night, my mind tends to wander and dwell on negative thoughts or fears, which can make me feel very vulnerable emotionally. On the other hand, being surrounded by lots of people in a crowded space can also create a sense of unease if I don't feel like I belong or am comfortable with those around me. And in terms of trust versus skepticism - while trust is important for building strong relationships with others and feeling secure in yourself overall; skepticism has its place too since healthy doubts help us avoid getting taken advantage of by others who may have ulterior motives that we are not aware of yet and acceptance versus rejection is another dichotomy where both offer benefits as well as drawbacks since acceptance allows us to be open-minded while rejection provides opportunities for growth through self-reflection about our behavior towards others. And about change versus stability could either lead to uncertainty or security depending on how one perceives them based upon their personal experiences so far. 🌻

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