#blue

I am married 🙂 I wore something comfortable for me. I wore my favorite blue jeans and a beautiful all white throw over that hung low passed my thighs. I wore a white shir under it. You could see through the throw over. It was beautiful. Loved it. Was comfortable. I wore my favorite sliver cowgirl boots. I did my own hair and makeup and nails. Someone did my flowers. They were beautiful. I wore a necklace and bracelets and of course rings and my new ring. We have been together for 11 years now. I love my husband. My best friend. The wedding was small and simple. Not too big. We had a small honeymoon. We this year or next are actually planning on going on our actual honeymoon and are thinking of renewing our vows. Loved my outfit. Just easy going yah know. But hey. What we want is what we should get. 🥰 It's our big day. Good luck to any newly weds!

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Once in a blue moon, I see a true dream.
So, in 2020- 2021, I dreamt; I was trapped in a cube like building. It was dark there were some people there but they were either doing their own thing or running and I knew I had to get out of there but there’s no door so the only logical escape out of the weird dark place is by going to the top and I’m going on my own and I’m avoiding all obstacles and the walls on each floor (as I’m going up) are falling one by one and near to the top of the building, I froze cause I have this sense of fear that something bad is at the top
and yet if I don’t leave, the whole place would crumble so I’m just standing there and idk what to do now and a hand grabbed my hand and the whole scenery changed. The building disappeared, I was out and free.

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I saw no one but I knew whose hand pulled me out of that dark creepy place before something bad happened; my husband did! (who was a stranger for me till then.) I didn’t know anything about him at that time, other than that someone from this name exists.

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Home as in where I live or home as in where I grew up? When I think of home, I think of brown textured stucco, wood carved patios, orange and pink sunsets almost every night. I picture blue mountains that you feel like you can touch if you reach out but it’s just an illusion. I think of dirt speckled with desert green, red rocks, and lots of hills to hike. I remember the swings outdoors and the brick walls I would climb just to get away. I remember grey trails for walking and road runners crossing streets. I remember rain on my fingertips, which was never enough. I remember a river small and windy, tamed by man for full pockets. I think of the large ancient cottonwood trees, the last of their generation due to the dam. I remember the wild sunflowers high above my head, reaching for the sun. All the pieces of memories I hold close to my heart… those are my home.

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В літньому взутті. То не цікаво. Краще я розповім про сон. Сниться мені рання весна, дерева ще голі, ледь бруньки з'являються. Але доволі тепло. Тепло настільки, що я як стародавній кельт ходжу топлес і босий, але в штанях. Штани шкіряні, рокінрольні, чорні. А я по всьому тілу маю блакитні візерунки. Чи було довге волосся, непамятаю. Але ходив і всіх лякав поведінкою рок- співака. А потім, я відчув що можу дуже високо пригати. А потім і літати. Тільки почав думати над тим, як це мені вдається літати, сон закінчився, і я прокинувся. О, я то ніби босий був, ніби у сандалях римського легіонера. Дивні дивності візуальні.
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In summer shoes. That's not interesting. I'd rather talk about a dream. I dream of early spring, the trees are still bare, buds are barely appearing. But quite warm. It is so warm that I, like an ancient Celt, go topless and barefoot, but in pants. Leather pants, rock'n'roll, black. And I have blue patterns all over my body. I don't remember if I had long hair. But he went around and scared everyone with the behavior of a rock singer. And then, I felt that I could hypnotize very high. And then fly. I just started thinking about how I manage to fly, the dream ended and I woke up. Oh, it was as if I was barefoot, as if in the sandals of a roman legionnaire. Weird oddities are visual.
=30.05.24=

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