#energy

Yes, I think female social media accounts get more attention than male ones and I think a big reason why that is is because females tend to post more travel pictures or post more frequently in general. If a female posts very revealing content on social media, guys are more likely to follow them if they’re into that kind of content whereas when guys post shirtless pictures, they don’t always get the same recognition as females do. In my opinion, guys are more likely to follow females they find quite interesting but women tend to be more selective about which guys they’d like to follow on social media. For guys, people who know them and see them as a friend tend to follow them but as for girls, people who don’t know them well enough may still be drawn to their energy on social media and will be more likely to follow them. As a woman, I don’t post bikini pictures or myself when I’m traveling so guys are less likely to follow my account and those that I’m close friends with are more likely to keep following me.

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Vor zwei Jahren hab ich beschlossen, alles fürs Lehramtstudium nachzuholen, vor einem Jahr hab ich mich an Schulen beworben und wurde als Quereinsteiger mit Zero Erfahrung gleich paar Wochen später in die Klasse gestellt. Es ist nicht jeder Aspekt toll an diesem Job (starre Lehrpläne, Benotungszwang, fixer Stundenplan, Zickenkrìeg im Lehrerzimmer...) aber es macht mir die meisten Tage große Freude. Ich unterrichte 14-18 jährige und diese Generation ist nicht halb so verloren wie alle meinen. Hab so viel über die und über mich selbst gelernt, guten Austausch und ehrliches Interesse gesehen und persönlich so viel Rücksicht erfahren, dass ich nichts schlechtes sagen kann. Man muss denen halt ein Minimum an Respekt und Sinn geben für das was sie machen sollen. Vermisse die schon, bin gespannt auf zwei neue Klassen und kann es ehrlich gesagt gar nicht mehr erwarten Anfang September wieder zu arbeiten. Nur der Geruch von Energy Drinks fehlt mir nicht.

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After so long, I'm writing this.
Things have changed in my life. My eyes are broad open, and I can see the hidden intentions of people. I was so immature back then and too sensitive to understand anything. I have started doing exercise and I'm more concerned about me now. I can't stand any negative energy in life, and nobody can play with my mind. I wish I could forget him too. I still make dua for him. It's been years since I'm in this pain. No matter what has happened, I want the best for him. I want him to be blessed with the best, be happy, and content in his life. I don't want to see him too lost in this world. I want him to be Allah's friend. He is such a beautiful soul. May Allah bless him with the opportunity to act according to the Holy book. Writing this has made me happy, and I'm at peace and somewhat emotional, too. I am trying to heal from what has happened to me. I have understood that nobody can harm us. We just are too weak to let any emotion play with us.

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How fake you're IDK. Why have you faked everything? Why don't you talk about that pain and suffering of your life.

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Can you heal me if I tell you about my pain? No. So, let it be like that. I have to accept this that whatever you want in life is not good for you. Some stories are to be left incomplete. Maybe my story is better to be left like that.

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How do you know that your story is supposed to be incomplete?

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I don't know. There's no sign or movement towards it. No matter what I do, it goes away from me.

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So, this has made you to give up?

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No, I haven't. I just don't want to force anything. I have to step back a little and relax. Maybe I genuinely need healing.

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To me most unattractive people are those who are mad at someone/something and then bring that energy over to you. Like i had the same disease till my best friend taught me this that everyone is going through something. When you come to someone the energy you bring, the next person is gonna give it back to you. So just learn to let things go as they are instead of letting them hold you down. I got issues too but i never bring them with me when I'm in company of someone. Everyone has issues but that doesn't mean you gotta project it on the whole world. Live in the moment and stop worrying for things. Be someone who spreads happiness not pain and you'll see people getting attracted to you 10 times more. That's why a person who's smiling is ten times more attractive then someone who's sad and it's just a law of human nature.

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Lilith: I didn't do anything!

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Berith: She did. You know everybody has this perception of me as if I'M THE WORST! And I'm starting to grow PRETTY SICK OF IT. What the hell makes Lilith better than me or anyone!? YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW HORRIBLE THIS WOMAN IS. YOU HAVE HEARD OF MY CRIMES BUT HERS ARE ALL KEPT! IN SECRE-

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Lilith: SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

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Berith: OH HO HO HO HO! WHAT'S WRONG? SCARED? BABY, WE ALL HAVE OUR SKELETONS IN OUR CLOSETS. TIME TO SHOW YOURS.

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Lilith: -I growl at her. I'm about to jump her any minute now-

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Ruby: Ok. That's enough. -I get inbetween-

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Berith: +////^////+ R-Ruby.....

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Lilith: -Snarls and walks away-

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Ruby:-I sigh- Honestly? This is very unprofessional. If you want to fight, take it outside. Not during ours of work.

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Berith: R-right. Sorry, I was getting tired of the constant judgement hurled towards me. I'm everybody's punching bag at this point. I seem to get absolutely NO rest.

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Ruby: -I cross my arms- You're right on one thing, everybody is as much as a sinner as their neighbor. So, knowing that, don't take this stuff too seriously.

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Berith: R-right....

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Ruby: Anyways, I have some stuff for you to check out and arrange. I trust you can get it done?

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Berith: Y-Yeah!!!! ^/////^; Anything! Throw it at me. -My entire energy changes around this beautiful man-

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Ahh that’s very sweet of you, thanks! Yeah I am happy for sure 🤗

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Ahah well, better clarify quick in that there’s no labels or rather, that ‘talk’ hasn’t cropped up yet, just to put that out there first! There’s no real reason, as there’s no doubting his intentions otherwise :)

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We’re very similar in temperament; very calm, jovial, easy going, playful, like to make others happy, etc. He’s also a fellow creative (though he’s obviously more advanced in his career than I am in that regard!), and we have a lot of shared interests too. He’s quite deep I think, and feels intensely too, which I quite admire, as I’m very reserved in how I show my emotions, as he’s the complete opposite. Very much golden retriever energy!

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I think what I like about the connection most is that I feel free to be myself, even if it’s on quiet days, and not feel self conscious about it. I think that energy is very much mirrored, which is nice too. There’s no judgement there and the strong support is mutual, which is something I’m definitely not used to! I’m enjoying getting to know him better, for sure :)

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