#apart

I used to stay up all night to watch a comedy season or something and be super charged the next morning.
Going to the Eid prayer, then literally every boy from our area would gather at my place for Eid snaps. I'd take some with my boys and head out for some desi nashta then sleep a bit and do something else.
This time I'll watch something funny cuz last year I didn't but I want to quit Eid prayer. I want to sleep after Fajar and wake up in the evening.
What about the mandatory customary Eid snap session you're asking? Well they don't gather around anymore. I guess that's life, everyone important to you will eventually find someone important and you will just eclipse. That's not even the most sad part.
Wanna know what that is? You knew this would happen. You lied to yourself and did every fukin thing possible to hold on to your friends or that boy you loved or the girl you cherished. But they jumped ship, so you lose. If you had left them, you'd have won.
Maybe at the cost of some morals or something idk.
Who's the dunce now? Lol, you! Morals and loyalty won't take Eid snaps with you. It got you stranded.
If only you were fake, manipulative, toxic and disloyal.
If only, if only if only if only....
If only you hadn't lied to yourself that it'll be okay. Or that you're important to anyone when you weren't.
The heart tells beautiful lies.
The Eid makes you believe them.
The prayers are just false hopes.
Faith, the morphine for the gullible.
So this Eid, I won't pray, I'll celebrate. With myself, I'll maybe ask you for Eid snaps and pretend like you sent them, I'll be amazed at your beauty and write a poem about it. Urdu or English? Bta dena, likh du ga.

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I have had Ask.fm for years🍃I started using it more in 2021 and showing my followers as featured ✨ more than 150 posts from my beautiful Instagram followers from all countries and more Slavic 👼 I also showed it before on my first profile (me I have 2 Instagram) Now if I show it to someone they get jealous and delete it 👌 and my Instagram followers are happy when I show it to them on this social network 😚. Also someone from Latin America gets jealous 🔥 they don't let me publish other things like violence 🔥 like the Ukrainians destroying the Russians, the Jews destroying the Muslims or the CJNG in many countries 😚 but photos not videos as I always show 🔥 my first profile on This social network was deleted almost a year ago, my posts are sometimes hurtful or I make fun of other horrible people or countries, apart from some who get jealous of my posts that I show off to my followers or lovers who pose for me 💙

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Soo??? Back then I was miserable and unhappy bc I was in a toxic and abusive relationship with my deadbeat baby dad bro people grow up and people can become happy and change their ways of thinking when they get out of that toxic relationship they were in at one point I’m not sorry for acting how I did it was a normal reaction from abuse I used to randomly attack others as well now I only do it if being attacked I do not randomly just bully / harass people for no reason I mean there was a reason but I’ve also recently stopped attacking back bc no matter what I say it’s going to get worse so I just block people now if I’m being attacked and start to ignore if people wanna go make posts and talk about me cool idc I’m done being apart of that clownery and miserableness I have no reason to say anything back bc a percentage of these people talking about me and making fun of me are jealous of me and always will be 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🙌🏼👌🏼🤙🏼💯🥰🏼

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Que bello día ❤️‍🔥Today the Sinaloa cartel ran out of drugs since they are only in Sinaloa and Sonora, they have everything together 🦍 they lost 700 million dollars (in the Culiacanazo link 🔥 in January the hundreds of trucks were ashes 🔥 it only cost 100 million dollars that day everything) now the state of Sinaloa is dry 🍃 just like South America and others, apart from that they run out of merchandise and almost all the women will be prostitutes like in South America, Spain and most countries 🤔 anyone says it, the majority They are pro-Palestinians and they do nothing, not even the Muslims, today they bomb mosques and the Muslims and the blacks do nothing, the Russians lose🔥, the 🇺🇸 and the European immigrants invade them. Muslims, blacks, Indians and others even take their women and do nothing. (Link ya casi 3 millones de vistas ) que bello 😍 https://youtu.be/tFgQEtQ3Gi8?si=aGbL7EGnAedWgpDj

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I don't know but I get the appeal. I get how someone who probably grew up with no father or someone who grew up with father that neglected them, no strong, positive male role models in their life, no healthy, good, loving father figures in their life would look at someone like Andrew Tate and think he's the next Jesus and messiah and he's here to save all the men and their manhood. He speaks little bit about their issues and struggles and they are ready to throw all their money at him. "Please teach me master! I want to be as kewl as you, bro! I wanna get the cars, the money and de pusi bro!" You already know that someone, who has been hurt or rejected a lot, is probably very feeble and simple minded, doesn't really have their own mind and is very impressionable would absolutely fall head over heels in love with their kewl alfa daddy Top G because he's everything that they want to be. But you have to realize that it's just an image and it is a business for him to take young men under his wing for a "little membership fee". Good for him to make a living from preying on gullible, lost, hurt and confused young men haha. To me personally he's a complete dickcheese. Which means he comes off very cheesy, corny, pretentious and fake to me. I see through that fake macho male bullshit. I grew up around it and it is so easy for me to pick it apart and see through it. See that it is just an act. He's going to say couple things that are going to resonate with you to pull you in but then the rest of it is just someone who probably listened to too much Pitbull and seen too many James Bond movies. I think the fact that he blew up and became so popular shows that a lot of men are truly lost and confused about what it means to be a man or what a "real man" is supposed to do in their life. It's actually very sad. Our fathers failed us all badly. What we needed was loving, supportive, mature, caring, and wise fathers to guide our lives. That's where the real "strength", "confidence", and "manliness" actually come from. What we got instead was overgrown boys, that were emotionally stunt, emotionally unavailable, passive aggressive, inexperienced, too prideful, with too much ego, all action no theory or all theory no action, toxic mindset, broken, overconfident while being scared of everything that would actually make you grow as a person. What I'm saying is people like that SHOULDN'T have kids. At least until they fix themselves. Or the cycle will never end.

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