#turtles

Nicht so wirklich - als Kind wollte ich alles sein außer Kind und als Teenager (ca. 15) war ich safe weniger Teenager als heute (und wahrscheinlich auch erwachsener). Ich habe z.B. mit anderen Kindern nie viel anfangen können. Als ganz kleines Kind habe ich ergo immer alleine mit Actionfiguren gespielt, insbesondere Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles und manchmal auch den Simpsons (wobei Letzteres schwer war - ich habe als Kind die ironische Ebene nicht ganz erfassen können und habe geheult wie ein Schloßhund als ich die Folge sah, in der Homer droht, an einer Kugelfischvergiftung zu sterben, was lustigerweise dazu führt, dass ich Homer bis heute mehr lieb habe als nervig finde).

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Später, in der Grundschule, hatte ich nur mit wenigen Kindern wirklich richtigen Kontakt und ich überkompensierte viel darüber, dass ich mich nach Außen hin besonders witzig und selbstironisch gab. Die meisten Kinder mochten mich, ohne dass sie besonders viel mit mir zu tun gehabt hätten.

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Als Teenager hatte ich mit Gleichaltrigen so gut wie nichts zu tun (außerhalb von Schule) und ich bin ohnehin recht "selbstständig" aufgewachsen, vollkommen ohne die typischen Teenagereskapaden. Insofern war der Übergang gar nicht so krass. Grundsätzlich bin ich heute vielmehr Teenager als mit 15 - vielleicht für Andere eine red flag, aber das tangiert mich nicht so.

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Bubbles, coloring books, arts and crafts, playgrounds, baths, blanket forts, board games, finding four leaf clovers, lucky pennies. Most things honestly.
Playing on my gameboy while in comfy pajamas as the sun rises in the morning. It’s a nice start to the day.
The original Nintendo Entertainment System. The mario brothers series, zelda, bubble bobble, mega man 1-6, blades of steel, teenage mutant ninja turtles, the contra series, donkey Kong series, mike Tyson's punchout, and many many other oldies
Super Nintendo, I don't know why just that one, but I play it all the time. Even getting more teary eyed as Ibeat games like Lufia again and again through life.
Lamb chops. Back in the day, these were cheap, and my family would have them often for dinner (loin chops, that is, not forequarter). I love them, both because lamb is delicious, and because it gives me warm fuzzies thinking about my dad cooking loin chops for us.
Polish sausage, mashed potatoes, amd cabbage with carrots. My mom was good at cooking the cabbage and carrots just right; they had a just-cooked velvety bite with no mushyness and so much flavor. I've never been able to replicate it.
Spaghetti-o's with meatballs. Served at approximately 50% the temperature of the surface of the sun. Improves my mood in a way that nothing else can besides a heroic dose of THC. Which only inevitably leads back to Spaghetti-o's. Vicious cycle.
i loved sweets as a kid (not really candy or soda actually, but i have always loved chocolate, any kinds of cupcakes or cakes, ice cream, cheesecake, brownies, tarts, really any desserts haha) and i'm in my early 20s now and i have even more of a sweet tooth than i did as a kid! does anyone know if maybe my love of sugar will decrease as i get older...? i sure hope so lol.
Honestly, candy. I never really lost my taste for super sweet things, although I don't drink soda anymore. I often have to force myself not to buy it every week at the grocery store because I just don't have any self control when it comes to sweets.

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No estoy completamente seguro, pero creo que cuando las cosas son demasiado pesadas solo escribo al respecto. Lo escribo tal cual lo siento, así suelo eliminar algunas cosas que me molestan. También busco nuevas distracciones, como leer cualquier cosa, algunos juegos, películas o series graciosas.
Nuestra mente es el máximo potencia para llevarnos a la luz o quizás a las sombras, por así decirlo. Pensar mucho me hace daño, el silencio es lo que más debo evitar en esos momentos. Entonces, suelo escuchar música, solo ritmos animosos como Aquarius - Surff, Imagine dragons - Thunder, 60 Juno - Liar, The turtles - Happy together, Pilot - Magic, imagine dragons - Believer, o cualquier ritmo que le incite a mi cuerpo a moverse un poco. Quedarme en una esquina a lamentarme por todo no es muy inteligente, después de todo.
Si algo es tan complicado que me afecta demasiado, busco a alguien para poder platicarlo.
Sabes, existen cosas que uno no puede ver cuando se encuentra sofocado. Muchas veces tendremos la mente tan nublada que no podremos ver por nosotros mismos y necesitaremos de alguien.
Y sin duda alguna, salir a caminar es lo mejor que uno puede hacer. Agotar todas las energías del cuerpo, acompañado de música y los ojos en múltiples panoramas; me ha sido de mucha ayuda. Sin embargo, sé que cada persona suele afrontar las cosas de manera distinta, así que, lo mejor es conocerse a uno mismo.

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(Sorry, wrote too much) Sorry for the late response, I feel asleep. That happened to me last year in May. I've been 'sad' ever since. Some people are really good at making us happy that we need to see a "trailer" of them before we allow ourselves to get hypnotized by their beauty/handsomeness. Just because there may be chemistry between you & the person doesn't mean you need to get attached to them, but saying that is a lot easier than trying not to get attached to them in the first place because you don't know if you would; you are too busy being happy talking to them that you don't ask your self first "should I back away from this person before I get attached to them in case soon they pretend I no longer exist?" I am able to say this because this happened to me last May of last year & to this day she still doesn't talk to me & I have no earthly idea why. I was always kind to her even tho I was a peasant compared to her because she had a thousand real life friends & I have 0. But her not talking to me hasn't prevented me from respecting women because some guys will say to themselves "f* her, women are bxtches anyways". Which is very arrogant for a guy to say just because he was treated unfair by one girl. In fact, I really hate when a man calls women the b word just because one girl did them wrong. Some men say it so much as if it's their second language. I'm not even female & it annoys me when I hear men talk about women like that. That term is never in my vocabulary. I don't even call my own mother that word even when she makes me mad. Sometimes I read Buddha quotes & it teaches how to remain calm even when you're angry. That's what I try to be like. Calm even when I'm filled with rage. It's actually funny that you ask this, because we don't ask the same thing about dogs, only people. They (dogs) don't have long lives like turtles do & yet we fall in love with dogs & spend so much quality time with them, that as much as we love them, they die either from cancer or old age. Should we not get attached to dogs just because they're considered somewhat old when they reach 7 years of age? It's scary to get attached to short-lived animals, but we do it because animals are too irresistible to not give them attention.

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