what do you usually do when you are bored af like everything even breathing bores you?
When even sleeps nor porn can't excites me, I'll just laying on my bed and listen to my iPod with my big headphones, curling into fetal position, trying not to flinch when some mosquitoes or bedbugs bite me as I mentally numbing myself and cut any response to the outside world. My mind would be like autopilot itself into the memories lane where all my childhood traumas and unsettled anxieties crawling back until tears suddenly dripping, literally and metaphorically.
